I'm so confused right now with this Brent thing. I know how much it will hurt if I tell him I like him so much, that I have for years, because I know he doesn't like me that way. but at the same time, how much longer can I go on trying my best(and most likely failing)to hide my feelings for him? and graduation is coming up in a few months. can I really(and do I really want to)walk away from him knowing he doesn't know how much I love him? I don't know what the best thing to do is, what the right thing to do is, or even what I should do. God, what's the answer?because I am going crazy trying to figure this out. to be honest God, part of me still has a tiny bit of hope that this time, the ending will be different. that he does like me, and it wont end with my brokenhearted. but that's not the reality, that's not my reality and I DON'T want to be hurt like that again. God, what am I supposed to do?I need help here.
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